Fannish Behavior
Shockingly, I’m not as fandom-focused as you may expect. In actuality, my main interest is my OC’s, but I take on a lot of fannish behavior/have absorbed a lot of fannish culture since OC and fandom spaces tend to co-exist with each other. There are exceptions of course as there were definitely eras of my life where fandom took precedent, but overall I’m more of a lurker than active participant.
However, that doesn’t mean I CAN’T be fandom-focused, in fact I think I’ve been more fandom-focused than I have been in a long time LOL. Specifically because of my one true media…my #1….Revolutionary Girl Utena. I got into that show in 2024 and have not freed myself since. Blame it for dragging me into the dungeon with all of you…and praise it for letting me feel the happiest in fandom I’ve ever been!
My primary fannish behaviors are art-related, because…I’m primarily a visual artist LOL. I mostly just browse and interact with fanworks rather than create them. Other things I’ve done though are that I’ve made fan shrines, playlists, fanfiction, physical crafts and amvs/edits of my beloveds. I also have been working up the courage to be more active in smaller communities like forums dedicated to certain media (mostly Utena. entirely Utena).
Favorites
A list of my FAVORITE TROPES!!! And/other occurrences in media…think of this like tvtropes but messier.
Spoilered text is for tropes that might be potentially upsetting. There’s nothing “nsfw” here but I do caution that I like media that explores darker subject matter so. Take that with what you will.
Some tropes will have tooltips so hover over them to get more info!
- 🩵 FRIEND DIVORCE!!!!!!!!
- 🩵 Opposites Attract
- Queer characters
- GNC characters
- 🩵 Transformation
- Hanahaki disease and/or flower symbolism
- 🩵 Mutual pining
- 🩵 Found family
- Purple characters
- Blue characters
- The Embodiment Of Hope tm
- Insane dedication/passion. Can be good or bad.
- Parentified child → Healing inner child arcs
- Hiding the horrors with a smile. Just so very cheerful without a glimmer in their eyes.
- Redemption arcs for antagonists
- 🩵 Parallels, Subversions, Foils, Plot twists, etc of any kind
- Long haired men
- The Fools tm
- Workaholics
- Goofy villains
- Innocent looking characters who are secretly the most fucked up of all
- CPTSD allegory
- Sun/Moon dynamic
- Space motifs
- Nerds
- Girlfailures. Boyfailures. Pathetic people in general
- Powerful dominant women. Girlbosses if you will
- Misunderstood characters
- Mind control, Hypnosis, Brainwashing, etc
- 🩵 Hurt/Comfort
- 🩵 Character Study
- Inhuman character trying to connect with humanity
- Autism allegory
- Funny/strange ways of speaking
- Robotic and/or aligned with technology
- Just a guy! A specimen even
- Vulnerability issues
- Jerks with a heart of gold
- 🩵 Absurd Humor
- All Take and No Give
- Played for Horror
- Ascended Fridge Horror
- Ascend to a Higher Plane of Existence
- Broken Ace
- The Pollyanna
- Break the Cutie
- Magical Girl
- Cassandra Truth
- Earn your happy ending
- Fairytale motifs
- Foreshadowing
- Forgotten First Meeting
- Genre-Busting/Genre Deconstruction
- I Just Want to Be Special
- Mental World
- Metaphoric Metamorphosis
- Mood Whiplash
- Mundane made Awesome
- Say my Name
- Toxic Friend Influence
- World of Symbolism
Flavor Profile
The fandoms I tend to be in are usually all-ages media. While I lean towards teen/adult oriented media nowadays, a lot of my oldest/favorite fandoms were from when I was younger so there’s a few children’s media picks in here. It’s really funny to have shit like breaking bad and my little pony back to back I know but sometimes that’s how it shapes out man. I prefer video-oriented media but I especially love anything that tries to be multi-media.
I like a lot of ships! I’m a moderate multishipper and I’m not all that picky as long as I can see a dynamic working. I do tend to gravitate to having a specific choice pairing for specific series though (example: I’m not averse to RGU pairings where Utena and Anthy are paired with someone else, but I will always default to Utenanthy as my #1 in the end.). I love when people use shipping to explore the nuances of characters, if anything I’m in it for the character study of it all…the kissing is cute too though.
I value media literacy and taking work in good faith, I really dislike when people assume malicious intentions solely based on their impulse reactions of disgust to a work. I believe that anyone can do anything they want forever, however if you are putting any work of art out there it will be subject to perception and critique and you must assume responsibility for what that entails. The right for something to exist isn’t the same as saying something is of significant moral or artistic merit.
To quote a previous blog post on the matter of censorship in fiction:
“To put some of my thoughts briefly though, all pieces of art have a right to Exist, however they also are subject to perception and critique from other people through Existing. Fiction is not a direct mirror of reality, but it is an interpretation of it. How that interpretation is taken or meant to be received by viewers changes from work to work.
To deny fiction's ability to impact others disregards how it has impacted various demographics, why do you think representation in media matters? For many, it is a gateway into understanding those they are different from. But at the same time, sheltering people from learning about perspectives that may be "taboo" or "strange" to most outsiders simply BECAUSE they are taboo is also just not great for anyone either.
I just think a lot of it stems from a lack of taking work in good faith or being fair to it's authors. We often perceive artwork nowadays as a product rather than well, art, and I think that is only helping to create bigger barriers for people to talk about sensitive topics in their works. So yeah, my line for it is that it constantly changes based on the work. I think that's how it should be for most everyone, but also I'm not your parent, do whatever you want forever. Just don't hurt anyone while you're doing it.”
The thing I ultimately care about most in stories is usually the characters or thematic values of the story. I am not a lore guy in the sense that I don’t like nitty gritty worldbuilding details. More power to you if you do! I am absolutely a lore guy in the sense of complicated character relationships and history though. Claim your I survived the FNAF fandom badge here.
Most of my ship enjoyment can be boiled down to one of the characters strongly complimenting/bringing about change in the other in some way. If they’re just plain cute or nice I tend to be less interested. I also tend to see myself in/project onto at least one of the guys. That’s not even intentional that just happens a lot. Many such cases. Usually my ships are monogamous but I’m not opposed to poly shipping. The main issue I find with poly ships is that they tend to be written in a way to bandaid fix love triangles or wanting everyone to be together rather than like, actually fleshed out dynamics between each of the members and caring about how they function for one another as a unit. When it hits though it hits.
I care very little for name order. I lean towards ship names based on how good they sound…a betrayal to the ancient texts I KNOW! …but I can’t help it! I respect those who care about it. I just...don’t. I prefer both of them being able to switch dynamics anyways, more fun that way! You could classify me as a Turtle in the cute little Kankai Na Fujoshi chart. I love those animals they’re so silly!
Ships
Relationship dynamics I love!
- Utenanthy 🩵👑
- Pearlina 🩵🧸
- HomuMado 🩵🧸
- Suselle 🩵🧸
- Alphdyne 🩵🧸
- Rupphire 🩵🧸
- Juriori 🩵
- Mizuena
- Mizumafu
- Lumity 🩵🧸
- Huntlow 🧸
- Sam/Max
- Connverse 🧸
- KyoSaya
- Natalie Goodman/Henry
- Orpheus/Eurydice
- Glinda/Elphaba
- Marcanne 🧸
- Kuromi/My Melody
- Poison Ivy/Harley Quinn
- Davekat
- Soriel 🧸
- Dipper/Pacifica 🧸
- Lapidot 🧸
- Pearlmythest 🧸
- Whizzer/Marvin
- Elle Woods/Emmett Forrest
Blorbos
My little guys! Fictional characters I adore for whatever reason that may be.
- 🩵 Every RGU character. Without exception. Primarily the main duelists though

- 🩵🧸 Holy Quintet

- 🩵 Gustavo fring

- 🩵🧸 All of the Splatoon Idols

- 🩵🧸 Hatsune Miku (+ all the cryptonloids and various other vocal synths)

- 🩵 Kasane Teto

- Nightcord + WXS Pjsekai

- 🩵🧸 Undertale’s main cast
- 🩵🧸 Deltarune’s main cast
- 🩵🧸 TMNT 2012 main cast